My Faerieland

2009-09-11T02:46:00.001+08:00

My blog is currently moved to mefantasy.wordpress.com =)

The reason for moving is that I wanted to use CSS style for this blog which of cos din work.
I consulted my advisor and he suggest using Wordpress.

Yes, for wordpress we can use CSS, but to change it we have to pay!! lol.
So now while trying to find a way to solve my problem, I will use the wordpress one which looks much nicer.
=)

2009-09-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

ytd was my 2nd day of work at Wisma. Before going for work I went to Watsons' HQ to return the apron and nametag. Then I dropped by at the Citilink's Sakae Sushi.. Was super bored there cos no one talk much to me.. Everyone seems to be busy.. There was a new staff there.. His name is Tze Yang if I'm not wrong.. he is full-time, unlike me, and is waiting to go NS.. there is this management trainee who is onli 19yrs old.. I thought she 20+ alrdy.. cos the managers aka supervisors I know are 20+.. she also dun believe that I onli 17yrs old..

When I go there, they[Charlene and the rest of the full-timers other than the new one] thought I looking for William.. L0L.. other than William I cannot look for any others le meh? Actually quite true leh.. other than him, the rest dun seems to like me coming.. I dun feel like visiting again.. =(

At 4pm I left Citilink to go to Wisma.. I stupidly went to the station for the red line that is heading towards the Marina Bay.. L0l.. when I am suppose to go towards Jurong East.. Anyways I reach the outlet half an hour early again.. =) haha.. I am always late for work at Watson but early at Wisma.. what went wrong? hmm..

Let's talk abt ytd's work.. ytd there were a lot of eurasian customers.. they are all very funny.. probably cos they dunno how to use the chopsticks.. >< [actually I not that good with chopsticks either..].. but they all are very nice people... they spent alot.. and one of them gave us almost $5 of tips.. from wad my colleague said she gave him the change.. then he took out another $2 and place all of them on the table where he sat.. I saw him put there.. and was surprised.. maybe cos I dun see anyone give tips de..

there is another grp of customers which all my colleagues are pissed with.. me still ok la.. not pissed.. this grp came rather late.. nearing the time for last order.. then they took a long time to give us their orders and kept changing their orders.. one of my colleagues said that they are picky.. they consist of a married couple[pregnant] with 2 babies and 2 maid and a fren.. they hired one maid for each of their kids.. so rich lor.. the maid damn poor thing.. though the couple got buy food for them they have to stop eating if the babies cried.. and the father is always talking on the phone.. they sat till 10.10pm, when we are closed at 10pm.. haiz.. kind of hinder our closing duties.. I reached home at arnd 12am.. another reason that caused me to reach home so late is that I am lost.. seriously.. I got lost.. cos one of the underpass to Orchard MRT station which I usually take is locked.. rawk..

there is one cook there which I find familiar.. I rmb seeing him before.. sometime back at Suntec.. heard that he is the Area manager for the Kitchen side.. think he rmbs me too.. then there is this other cook.. who wanted to woo me.. haix.. why is it like this all the time? the other time at suntec there is also one like him.. but tt time he was kidding cos he alrdy have a gf.. lol..

Today I suddenly got a call from someone I dunno.. He said he is John.. and ask me if I want a job.. he got one that needs me for 15 days and I will earn $1500 at the end of the 15 days.. the job is to help the manager do things.. the office is at Eunos.. haix.. too late le.. cos I alrdy have a job.. =(

Today was supposed to go IT fair with Joey.. then late minute he was told to start work early.. so late minute he cant go with me.. then my dad off day today so i din go alone also.. din go then can save money so nvm.. =) so I want go see the external hard drive..

I went for Band Practice and practise outside alone again.. On Sun Elisse said tt I dun nid to go for CCA until I can play the scale smoothly.. but cos if i play at home.. there will always be ppl complaining.. abt the loud noise.. so I said I will go practise alone outside.. also my mum also dun allow me to play aft 7pm esp. now during the 7th month.. .. hmm.. I dun know why but while practising alone these two days.. my fingers hurt alot.. esp. my left hand at the part where the flute is placed..

counting down to my dad's birthday.. 1.5hrs..
>.< I still haven make / buy a present for him..
but I took off day alrdy..
and I also dun rmb his age.. =X

2009-09-08T12:17:00.000+08:00

ytd was a nightmare..
i cant sleep even until 5am in the morning..

my legs have large patches of sth similar to mosquito bites, but much larger in size..
my hands also have...

i went to bath again.. cos my legs and hands and back are super itchy..
i am so damn afraid tt today i cant work..

jux now i woke up.. and find tt there are no red patches anymore..
feel so relieved..
Pls dun let this nightmare haunt me again..

2009-09-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

I long time din blog again..
wad am I doing?
been txt-ing alot these few days..
and also tok alot on the phone.. =X

I met this guy who also when with me with the sch to Chengdu 2 yrs ago on Teachers Day celebration
then he started txt-ing me everyday.. at least almost everyday..

then I called my ex-colleague whom I have not chat for a long long time..
she had moved to boon lay and also transferred to the outlet there..
so long time no see le..
we tok for half an hour on the phone..
then the nxt day i was late for work..
lol..

I also read alot of books for the past few days..
On the day I went lib to borrow books, I have alrdy finished reading one of them..
It is #30 of the Secret of Droon series..
then few days ltr I finish reading the book I mention in the previous post..
You Know Where To Find Me..
then the next day I finish reading the book called Moonlight, A Dark Guardian Novel by Rachel Hawthorne
another book series.. it is abt werewolves aka shifters..
then today i finish 2 books =D
two of them are books from the Secret of Droon series..
one of them is the special edition
haha..
becoming a bookworm alrdy =P

tmr is going to be my last day of work at Watson..
So happy..
5hrs more and I m free from them..
=)
on Mon I got a call from Apex-Pal..
I got a job at Sakae Sushi [again]
it's the last resort..
the promoter job din gimme reply.. =(

anyways..
ytd I went to the office to collect the uniform
and sign some documents and get my biomatric done..
they post me to Wisma..
surprised..
but ok lorh..
I anywhere also can..
thought I am in the City area..
anyways no diff. cos the time i take to go there is abt the same..

ytd went play bowling.. at bukit batok..
then go arcade..
spent alot.. but have lots of fun..
but now right hand pain..
cos the bowling ball is damn heavy aft lunch..
o.o
nvr know why..
aft arcade is time to go for band.. haha..

today.. was asked to wake somebody up at 2pm..
gave him dunno how many miss call before he finally wake up..
spent abt half an hour calling..
lol..

then today
rejected him again..
haix.. why everytime we cannot meet de..
=(

2009-09-01T21:28:00.001+08:00

I was reading this storybook I borrowed few days ago..
It's touching.. and heart-wrenching..
sob..sob..
I am so like Miles
burying myself in books..
but not as bad as her..
The story is so like my life..
It's sooo going to turn me to a bad girl..
No.. I m not going to get influenced..

want to know wad I am toking abt?
Go read the book then..
It's called "You Know Where To Find Me" by Rachel Cohn
An advice for you.. Dun ever try to skip to the ending..
You will never understand the ending if you did not read in chronological order..

It's nice =)

2009-08-25T22:24:00.004+08:00

As promised Im going to narrate abt wad kind of interesting things happen ytd..
& of cos today..
Shall have to type fast cos i nid to turn off my com at 11p.m.

Ytd..
went to the amk lib as usual..
this time finally did not daydream until miss stop..
but manage to tranfer to bus 86 in time..
at one of the stops before the YCK MRT station..
one man board the bus..
and sat at the seat beside mine..
he sat super close to me lorh
our legs we like touching..
somemore i sat within my part of the seat..
i kept shooting glances at him and try to move away..
he still sat close to me..
then i jux ignore and look out of the window..
it's onli nearing his stop before he leave me alone..

then at the stop before the AMK Lib..
a guy who dropped off at the same stop as me suddenly turned to me
and ask if he know me somewhere and if I'm from a certain church..
i said no.
then we tok-ed and aft tt studied together in the Lib..

we later tok abt some stuff during lunch which leaves me deep in thought..
makes me understand a little bit more about myself.
forced me to play his guessing game that I always want others to play..
makes me slightly less naive..[??]
I too have a past not long ago which I regret..

a strange encounter..
a new friend made..=)

* * *

went Kovan for dinner with parents..
and had a bowl of spicy minced pork noodles
cos i forgot to tell them i dun wan chilli..
-.-

then met WenZhen when abt to go home..

* * *

Today
Now
Me still have not recovered from the shock I had at arnd 4pm..

you see..
Pam, me and Celine went job searching today..
then we went to this watson office at CityHall..
cos Pam knows that they are hiring..
BUT we dun know tt they are SOOOO desperate..

Celine feels that she cannot be commited to it so did not sign up..
Me thinks that I cannot pass the interview one so jux fill in the form..
Pam wanted to find a job so she jux fill in..

then we went for the interview..
me went in first..
I ask abt the difference btwn full-time and part-time
aft a few discussion.. my situation suits the part-time format more..
so I am a part-timer..
then she said the duties I need to do while working..
then tell me abt the requirements like working for at least 29hrs per week..
then she asked me whether I can start work tmr..
I said yes, thinking that she like the Sakae Sushi needs time to think too..
Instead, she took a notebook like file..
write something on a paper in it..
[I thought she is recording sth..]
then she tore the paper out and pass it to me..

she actually mean it when she ask me if I can start work tmr..
lol..
In a dilemma, should I take the job..?
Or should I wait for replies..?

* * *

me decide to take the job for now..

* * *

Today
We were like so high aft the exam..
Me and Pam tok-ed and tok-ed all the way from the classroom which we had our test to Far-East Plaza where we start our search of work for the jux-arrived holiday and our lunch..

we sign up for the work at the Sushi Ten there..
and on the way to find the HARU shop, we also gave our names to a handful of shops..
in hope of securing a place there..

then we went Orchard Ion and ask a few more shops on the way..
then take the train..
Pam dropped at Dhoby Ghaut while me at CityHall..
cos Pam wanted to go Diaso buy sth while William leaving at 2pm and I told him I looking for him today..
it is almost 2pm then..

then me met Celine at CityHall as she went home to change..
me and celine went to accompany William to have is lunch..
then we tok-ed alot..
me and Celine..
he asked, you guys have not met for a long time is it?
we said a week..
haha..
had fun.. =)

then we go Funan..
to apply for the job at Sakae there..
on the way we applied at Gramaphone..

it's aft we applied at the Sakae then we head to the Watson office..
we had fun in the job-searching but are very tiring on the way home..
=) =)

2009-08-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

Today has an interesting day..
but too busy to write today..
Tmr..
tmr aft exam will write everything..

2009-08-22T14:30:00.005+08:00

It's said that..
Extroverted people were the ones who gained the most social contacts through the Internet.
To them, it was just another channel to use to link up with friends.
Conversely, introverted people who went online tended to shy away from social contacts.

So.. Am I an introverted or extroverted people?
Or half of each?

* * *

The internet gives everyone the chance to become a mass communicator.
However, it does not mean that everyone who puts up a Web site is automatically engaging in mass communication.
The potential to be a mass communicator exists for everybody but actually becoming one is difficult.

* * *

Status Conferral
“if you really matter, the media will focus on you” and “if the media focuses on you, then you really matter”

Agenda Setting
~ Raising a list of things to be considered or acted on

* * *

Two-step flow of communication:
~ Media influences opinion leaders who then influence audiences

* * *

Media can inject messages into you, telling you what to believe and what to do.
Media influences people not by telling them what to think but rather by telling them what to think about.
Media have the ability to choose and emphasize certain topics, thereby causing the public to perceive these issues as important.
Media provide us with information - Information helpful in our everyday life and Warnings on immediate, long term or chronic threats.
Media interprets facts for us, telling us why something is important, how certain events/trends will affect us, what we should do.
Media links elements in society that are not directly connected, creating a sense of connected world.

* * *

Catharsis VS Stimulation

Viewing scenes of aggression can actually purge[rid] the viewer’s own aggressive feelings. Thus, a person who sees a violent television program or movie might end up less likely to commit violence.
V.S
Seeing scenes of violence will actually stimulate an individual to be have more violently afterward.

* * *

2009-08-20T22:30:00.004+08:00

I met one of my ex-classmate today =)
=)
long time no see alrdy..
Yes, it's nice seeing you again and toking to you too!
You take care too! You can score in your Physics de!
Continue to work hard! =)

me have to study hard for my MedSoc test too..
Yeah finally today all the projects are over.. =)

haha..
my encounter with Val today is damn funny..

I took 74 home from sch today..
was on the bus debating with myself whether to get off at the stop opp. RJC or at AMK..
I chose to get off the bus opp. RJC..
then as I walk to the higher bench at the bus-stop..
[I always go sit at the higher bench cos can swing legs.. hehe]
I saw someone familiar at the lower bench..
someone wearing NJC uniform.. someone I think I know..

then I use the method I used at the recent IT show
to confirm if the one Im looking at is the senior Im looking for
which is to sms that person..
so I txt-ed..
hey are you at the bus stop waiting for 163v to go home?

the sms was sent but she did not search her bag for her hp..
=(
I told myself.. she is not Val.
but my heart still dun wan to believe it..
kept trying to get a good look at her..
[Im blocked btw..]

then a bus came..
some of the commuters on the bus-stop board it..
then she turned arnd and saw me..
then she waved at me..

it's then I know that she is Val.
haha

funny..
we tok-ed on the way back..

she said sth very inspiring..
I was telling her tt projects are not tt good..
cos you will have group members who dun do work
then she questioned me..
"are your frens there nice?"
I said yes
she replied
"nice then can le"

It left an inpact in me..[i know not if I phrase it correctly..]
It suddenly dawn to me tt maybe I shld be more "lenient" abt certain things
shld not taking things too seriously..
learn to let go..

actually I am not able to meet Val.
if not for DK Subash and Joel they all..
they caused us to want until so late.. thus enable me to meet Valerie
=)

Everything happens for a reason after all =)

* * *

haha..
hungry again..
haha..
sorry lah ><

nxt time will go with you de.. =)

2009-08-17T16:25:00.000+08:00

It was raining super heavily jux now..
Rain pouring straight down in sheets..
Wind howling..
The rain can even reach the doorsteps of my house.
[And wet my dad's slippers]
which is like 6 metres away from the railings?

Is the god or are the people in the sky very sad?
Are they sad because the people in the ground are torturing them?
The people on the ground are doing things that are damaging their land?
like creation of Global Warming which also affect them..?
and causing the depletion of the ozone layer that expose their land to direct sunlight and harmful UV rays?
They are also facing troubles among themselves too?
They also think that after crying they will feel much better?
Is it true?

2009-08-17T00:12:00.004+08:00

haiz.. I neglected my blog for the past few days again.. why arh?

haha..
these few days was busy editing this video of ours..
now trying to kill time while I get all the parts that I edited send over to Celine..

it was so damn troublesome sending everything..
cos you see..
the video aft we export.. it's 200+MB even though it's only slightly over 1 minute..
zzZZ..
I've to cut into 3 sec per part to be sent over..so as not to exceed the quota..
lol..
waste a lot of time lorh..
the cutting and the attaching are time wasting..zz..ZZ..

now
my trashbin, desktop and the sent folder of my gmail, hotmail and yahoo accounts
are flooded with the videos..
while her hotmail account is flooded with the videos
total for her is 23 + 21 + 11 = 55msgs..

you might be wondering why there are videos in the trashbin..
cos my desktop have limited space..
then the video so many parts..
somemore i need to zip them..
so the files number will double..
to save space and easy attachment[cos nid to search files to attach de..]
I delete the .mov files aft I zipped them..

then to save time..
which I doubt so..
I use all 3 accounts to send..
each sending different files..
except that
there was once i accidentally double send a video..

to update abt the recent events..
on Wed we had our last lecture [MedSoc]
on Thurs we had our last tutorial [MedSoc]
on Fri, we had our last Practical [LocVid]
and our last Presentation
MarCom..
I did badly as usual..
zzZZ..

then we decided not to reshoot for our final project
although we had lots of continuity errors, sound errors and missing shoots..
one of the reasons is that the actors and actresses are unable to make it on the same day
and Harry said that it was ok..

Then I had a meeting with the rest of the fmssj with the fmss exco
we are to help out in the fms nite on the 28 Aug
William is the teacher-in-charge if I am not wrong..

during the meeting
we were to discuss in groups about wad games we shld have on the day itself
to engage the ppl who came and to let everyone have fun aft the end of sem..

me as usual cant think of much things
I cant come out with new ideas but can expand an old idea..
zz ZZ..

Me and Sarah wanted to help with managing the sound system tt day..
hope that we can get that job..
=)
It's jux wad I am familiar with..
some more ahven touch a sound system for quite a while le..
more than a yr if I am not wrong..
I dun wan to lose such a skill aft going thru so
many workshop over the 4 yr in Andss..
dun wan waste sch's money..

2009-08-12T17:24:00.007+08:00

Guess where am I now
hehe..
I am at Sakae Sushi at Citilink..
blogging...
lol..

actually I am visiting William
I promised to visit him..
so here I am..

long time since I came to visit le
hmm..
he was saying that everytime I came he will be busy..
lol..
As if I want him to be busy de
but my presence increase their sales?! o.O

ytd I went to Lot 1
at Choa Chu Kang
to accompany my fren
Celine wanted to buy clothes so me and Sufi tagged along..

I also went to the Sakae Sushi there to see 阿凯
he said tt it was very busy the day before
cos it was a holiday..
lol.. everyone is busy..
-.-

haix..
he also said that everywhere is hiring part-time service crew
like at his place there..
the one at Clementi West Mall, etc
I think the one at Suntec is hiring too
cos all my ex-colleagues had resigned..

haha..
but I not going back..
aft all all had left..
why shld I still go back..
I will nvr have fun there without them

* * *

I had fun at Lot 1
we tried on a few of the clothes there..
and even took some pics
go facebook search for them..
I ask her to put on FB
hope she has..

but I was tired..
I could not sleep 2 nights ago
I dunno why..
haiz..

tired but cant sleep
and I have slight headache too..
on Sun I sleep for 10hrs but still very tired..
weird..

anyways ytd I was on bus 86 on the way home
aft the window shopping at Lot 1..
then I passed by the playground
the one that is opp. AMK Lib beside Mac at the park..
There used to be 6 swings there..
4 for the school kids, teens and the young-at-hearts..
2 for those little kids..
however the swings are gone now..

I dunno when they took it away..
I still remember that they are still there when I had my last O lvl papers last yr..
I went to play there then..
I think that is my last time swinging there..

why they want to take them away?
they are not that dangerous, are they?
nowadays, it's so hard to find a swing in any of the playgrounds alrdy
=(
the government are depriving the future kids of the fun they are going to have swinging..

I love playing with the swing..
I think that nxt time I nid to go Bishan Park to play with the swing..
hope that they are not going to take them away too..

In my dream hse
I want to have a swing there
A beautiful Garden and maybe,
maybe a pond.

* * *

was going h0me from Citilink jux now..
decided to take bus from T0a Pay0h
instead of walking to suntec and take but 70/80 there..
then on the train right..
you can see your own reflection de ma..

And I noticed mine..
I suddenly realised that my hair is longer..
I know you all will say "of course lah.. you had is cut like 4mths ago.."
but I wun notice de..
cos I will be seeing it everyday..

but I still like the length of my hair
during Lunar New Year when I was in P5/P6..
It was the perfect length..
jux nice at the shoulder..
I like it but I nvr had the same hairstyle
nor the same hair length
like that time anymore...

oh wells..
nvm, my hair still looks okay the way it is.. =)

* * *

I am craving for sth
craving for a _ _ _
I wun get it without u
I am not dirty in the mind ok..
if you are it's not my problem..

P.S.
I realised that
the first and last letters of the words
is the same as that of ur name
=)

2009-08-10T18:02:00.001+08:00

It's been a weeks since my birthday..
And it's a busy week
haha..

Now that's I am a year and a wk older..
I think I need to change..

First
I need to be more confident of myself..
I not my presentation and interviews CMI
haiz..
which also includes improving my communication skills

Second
Be more Hardworking
haiz..
aft the long hols before the start of sch
I become less hardworking..
I always thought tt I have self-motivation to study
but I am proved wrong..

Third
Be more patient
Cos not everyone have the same mindset as me
not everyone want to start the assignment very early
Must learn to relax..
Must learn not to get agitated and anxious easily as the deadlines draw near
=(

Fourth
Stop being so naive
Stop believing wad everyone said so easily
wad they say may and may not be true
do more critical thinking

Fifth
Stop being so indecisive
Control your own life
It's yours and you have the right to make your own decision
haiz..
Stop asking for people's opinions for every little things

Sixth
Be more observant
I may think a lot
and look around a lot..
but I dun rly notice much things
I dun rly notice the every little details..

okay,
that's wad I can think of as of now..

* * *

hmm.. I do miss birthday cakes..
It's been yrs since we had one for our birthdays
4 yrs I think
And since the yr we dun have the cakes
I have not have a birthday wish alrdy

I remembered the last wish I made..
To be the first in the hse to win an award in SecSch life
It nvr came true..
My sis is the first and the only.

I rmb-ed that when I was young
still in PriSch
my wishes were always the same..
I want to get first in class..
like my bro
but I nvr did
the best is 2nd in class in P1 and 3rd in P4

well,
wishes dun come true in the way we wanted, I guess
cos I am always in the best class..

* * *

2009-08-10T16:55:00.000+08:00

Lyrics of the NDP theme song 2009

actually I like it not as a theme song
but jux a normal song..

There's a jewel on the ocean,
a gem upon the sea
Where the future is an open book
A land of destiny
We could set our sights into the wind and sail the seven seas
or climb the highest mountain top as long as we believe
What do you see? What do you see?

See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come
Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun
With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring
What do you see? What do you see?

Now the time has come to reach out,
To open up to see
That we stand together in this land
Cos we are family
As thoughts of reaching to the sky are carried on a dream
With hearts and minds united, our dreams we will achieve
What do you see? What do you see?

See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come
Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun
With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring
What do you see

What do you see when life makes you take on a mountain
Youll see that nothings gonna stand in your way
Together we can share
The strength of a million
and the courage of a million more

See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come
Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun
With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring
Cos the skys the only limit when youre not afraid to dream
What do you see? What do you see..

2009-08-09T18:55:00.002+08:00

damn the new modem..
now have to retype wadever I type jux now again..
argh..

* * *

haiz..
Am I still in a bad mood?
think so..
why I took so long to recover?
everything is kind of on track alrdy
haiz..
maybe cos I am stuck indoors??

was trying to practise my flute
but aft a while my sis was saying tt it's very loud..
she is turning deaf..
lol..
if she is going to be deaf..
then I am alrdy deaf right?

then my mum was like saying tt it's very noisy, go bro's room to practise
i was saying but then later he nid his room to study then where I go?
argh..
tt's why I rarely play the flute at home..
=(

* * *

I was listening to this song.
"The Climb" by Miley Cyrus

It's nice
and it is inspirational..

Life is about climbing pass the obstacles
You dunno wad you will meet at the end
The end is not the most important thing
It's the journey that matters most..
You have to persevere to the end in order to succeed..

Here's the lyrics:

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it.

Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

Cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith
Baby
It's all about,
It's all about the climb
Keep the faith,
Keep your faith...

* * *

I have realised that the National Day songs are very inspiring too..
Wanting us to dare to dream. =)
And We can acheive our dreams as long as we stand strong
and believe in ourselves.. =)

And the show they show todayare also about believing in yourself
And freedom
like the "神话"
the ability to fly
allowing us to have more freedom
lesser restrictions
=)

then the "300"
the Spartans wanting to be the freeman while the Persians wanting to enslave them..
the Spartans stood strong and fought against the Persians
and they won the battle

freedom
everyone wants it
but no matter how free we think we are
we are not free from the god..

* * *

haiz..
I think I need lots of encouragement
if not I will surely give up halfway..

cos my mum always say
I cant do this
I cant do that
though I kept telling her not to say them tt way..

=(

2009-08-08T23:13:00.001+08:00

stupid com..
jux because i accidentally closed the window..
I have to retype everything..
I typed so much jux now that I forgot most of wad I had typed
damn it..
i got press save now and nth yet nth is being saved..
lol..
I will try my best to duplicate wad I have typed..

* * *

haha.. you damn funny ytd
surprised by your txt..
sry my internet not working ytd so din go online..
as my bro jux changed our modem..
and it dun have the wireless thingy..
haha..[cant stop laughing..]
why you recently so hungry de?
skip lunch izit?
haha..

* * *

Today filming..
All went well

I dun know wad is it btwn my Chris and Aud
and my Chris and DK
but nvm..
since he's ok with it..

the Chris very nice de..
he said he acted in like 5 films alrdy..

so tired..
it's fun but not as fun as our AP
=)
looking forward to the editing..
Good Job everyone..
*hugs, hugs*

* * *

Me and the Chris had a chat aft the filming..
cos we can take the same bus back to sch..

we went to have dinner together..
the Chris said he dun like Aud..
cos she gave him the urge to hit her everytime he sees her..
he is not violent ok..
I can understand..
afterall I have been her classmate for almost 4 mths le

hey.. the Chris right..
wait I shldn't kept calling him Chris
il s'appelle Edmund aka Ed
he damn good at reading people's mind lorh..
yet he tells me it's because he studied SocPhy..
-.-'''

* * *

on the bus right..
he was txt-ing like every 1-2 minutes..
then he still correct me by saying every half a minute..
lol..
then he said you jealous arh?
lol..

of cos lah..
I like can aft a wk and din even receive a single sms de lorh..
lol..
[ok, now I can understand how Martin feels that day now]
rly sorry.. =(

then he said jealous then go get yourself a bf lor
lol..
I said aft that guy I like in Sec Sch..
I nvr met anyone which cos me to have the same feeling as I have had when I met him..
haiz.. [have I let him go? I not sure]
he said that cos that one is my first love..
so I wun get the same feeling anymore..
=(
I dun believe..
till now still dun believe..

ohya he said that for the fmssj right
everyone passed the interview..
=(
haiz.. I tot I finally passed an interview
害我空欢喜一场

* * *

haha..
you will nvr believe wad you saw if you are at the bus-stop with me..

It's so nice to be alone at the bus-stop..
you can do all sort of crazy things and no one will see..

I was on the bus 74..
sleeping then..
cos very tired ma..
then suddenly woke up and tot I reach stop le..
I was abt to stand up to get off
when I realised that there is still one more stop..

I got off at the stop opp. RJC
the only bus-stop where I can take 163 if I take 74

then the wait for 163 is super long..
which is normal..
so I went to listen to the radio..

hehe..
I leave you to imagine wad I did..

after that I became so high alrdy
cant sleep on bus 163 when it came
hehe..

* * *

haha.. crazy girl..
was a woman in black on Tues and Thurs..
now is crazy..
=)

2009-08-07T20:45:00.001+08:00

I am on the bus on the way home..
when I noticed the full moon in the sky.
0h my G0sh!! It's soo joli..
I dun wan it out of my sight.
If onli I have a camera
then i can take a picture of it.
however a camera is unable to capture the moon as it is seen by our eyes.
cos like wad harry usually said
the camera is stupid
it dunno wad is white and wad is not..

talking abt camera..
i was on the bus this morning,,
to be exact this afternoon, thinking about cameras.
I was thinking wad kind of pics I would take if I have a camera.
Some like to have people in the pictures they take.. like portraits
Some like to take immobile objects like structures or buildings.
Some like to take pictures of nature or of plants.
For me I will take anything that caught my interest.
Most likely the clouds and the skies which differ everyday every hour every minute every second and at every blink of an eye
The plants. they like the clouds and sky changes everyday every hour every minute every second and at every blink of an eye
The roads and the scenery..
=)
I'm weird, I think..

back to the moon now
like I said it's so beautiful..
It seems to mark the start of good days ahead.
And the tough times are over. =)

Yup, I had a tough time for the pass few weeks
chionging CATs podcast, WebGra website and GraCom design
for this whole week it's tests and presentations
Mon CATs Presentation
Tues WebGra Presentation
Wed LocVidPro Test
Thurs GraCom Presentation
Fri French Test

For CATs, our teacher said tt my group's is very well done
=D
there is a possibility that we get an A if we do well for our individual reflection
=) [." ]v

For WebGra
they said that the colours we used are not good
Green too glaring =(
[glaring or not it WILL still be my favourite colour]
lol..
william want to see us on one of the thursdays regarding our peer evaluation forms
cos of the uneven contribution

For LocVidPro test, it's rather easy
but I was late though
I tot it was at 11a.m when it's at 10.30a.m.
have to cab there =(
but this is the cheapest out of the 4 times i cab
there was once when it cost $34!!
damn ex lorh
he is practically cheating my money
cos he took a wrong way from wad i think
rawr
cos the other 2 times i also took taxi at arnd the same time
but it cost 20 bucks onli.
=(

For GraCom
we made quite a number of mistakes
like the poster our slogan was
"Tempo brings to to life"
instead of
"Tempo brings you to life"
lol..
and our bus
have doors at both sides and
that there is 2 back of bus instead of one front one back.
=X
hahas..

For French today,
the paper was easy..
I finish it very fast but I found some mistakes I made aft I handed it in. =(
The oral damn difficult.. =(
the other time.. the paper was more difficult than the oral..
cos the other time I did not study for the test >.<

hahas.. yeah.. now tmr got the LocVidPro FP filming..
hope it went well..
no more problem please..

AND..
Today right.. I dun feel like going to sch de lorh
cos right there is a filming taking place at my hse there de coffeeshop
the one for the 抢摊大行动
they had the 试吃大会
lol..
it's like once-in-a-lifetime then you will be able to get to see the 'live' filming process
especially for such a big event
rawr..
but I very guai..
I went to sch..
and the bus came late which cause me to be late..
-.-'''

2009-07-24T14:26:00.001+08:00

I myself is not the last one who wished myself happy birthday..

it's William..

not Mr Aung..

he is my ex-colleague..

As usual I ask him how he know it's my birthday..

and as usual he said..

"因为我是神咯，嘻…"

2009-07-24T11:34:00.004+08:00

Today is my birthday..
so I think I must at least post a post abt it..

I din use much computer on Mon
except during CATS lesson so no post..
cos I was out to celebrate elisse's birthday..
[hope I spelt her name correctly..]

Tues was out and was busy chionging project..
and my mum was sick so have to help do hsework..
not tt i din do when she's well
but now is like every few minutes have to go afk
And cos my mum wants to eat porridge..
I went to cook for her..
due to my negligence I caused the porridge to get burnt..
and spoilt the pot..
cos the burnt marks are unable to get washed off..
the dunno-number-how-many pot I spoilt..
I was busying recruiting the cast for my FP tt's why..

Wed want blog but also no time leh..
busy chionging project too..

today also very busy..
now is like project project and more projects..
haiz..

Abt my birthday..
actually I received my first present on Mon..
cos my dad going overseas for work on Tues..
I dunno when he will be back but I know is aft my birthday,,

today Natiara is the first to wish me happy birthday,,
she said tt as soon as I stepped into class..

I quite a lot of well wishes from frens and all
and a hug from shirley..
one of them even wished me twice =)
once on facebook once thru sms..
some surprised me cos I tot they forgotten abt it..

today long day for me..
cos sch from 8.30am to arnd 10pm
due to announcements and all..
the band celebrated yet no really celebrated my birthday..
they were celebrating several together..

I missed the unity of 4/1
miss my frens..
I rmb the times
when the class will sang happy birthday song
several times a day for the birthday boy or birthday girl
and the fun we had together..
such joyful memories.. =)

It's almost the end of 23 July..
I shall be the last to wish myself a happy birthday..

" Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to mee~
Happy birthday to me."

2009-07-18T23:25:00.006+08:00

It's late..
I know I promised a detailed recount of ytd's event.
So here I'm..
better late than nvr right?

Start on Thurs..
Thursday's lesson starts at 8am.
So I have to wake up at 5.30am and take the bus at 6.30am.
but in the end I wake up late.. and left hse at 6.45am.
when I left my block, I saw the bus at the bus-stop.
I have to run all the way to the nxt bus-stop to catch the bus
thank god for the traffic light
I manage to catch it.. if not I will be late for sch.. for the second time..

This week there is no GraCom tutorial..
Nor CCA..
so our lesson ends at 2pm
we had GraCom grp discussion until arnd 3pm
then I went back to secondary sch..

by the time I reach there
it was late.. lots of teachers have alrdy went home..=(
I think the TA changed again..
I got the chance to walk into the StaffRoom =)
but I dun dare to walk far as I still respect their privacy..
I'm still a student though I may not be studying in ANDss..

I had a long chat with Mrs A'shari
=)
the teachers there are still as encouraging as ever.. =)
I am going there again on Tues =D
cant wait!! xP
this time I must talk to more of them..
maybe crash their lesson =x

for ytd..
by right I have lesson at 11am
but by left..
we have our camera practical test tt day
so I reach sch at arnd 12pm.. ^^
hehe..

I meet a new fren
who is also MCM
but in sem 1.2

the camera test went well ^^
I got 4.7/5
lost to tt uncooperative guy by 0.1 mark
argh..

then is marcom tutorial..
he wanted to show us the GraCom draft when it's MarCom lesson
hey different subject k?

aft marcom we r suppose to have the gracom meeting and he CMI
I feel like strangling him..
but nvm jux hav the PE can le
dun care abt him now
gave him too many chances

our marcom and gracom project now quite on task le..
=)
so happy

for french lesson
we are suppose to get back our paper today
but he said nxt wk again
prob he will say give back nxt wk nxt wk

today's french lesson very fun =D
we do a lot of recap stuffs and learn abt the colours =)
J' aime vert!!

Oh ya and I 'invented' sth ytd..

"
Monday is a Work-out Day cos I have P.E.
Tuesday is a No-school-cum-Project Day
Wednesday is a Lecture Day cos I have lectures the whole day
Thursday is Whole-day-In-School Day cos I will be in sch from 8.30am. to 9.30pm
Friday is Meet-the-Band-members Day.. If u count the no. of band members I met on each Fri u will agree with me de
Saturday is CCA Day cos got CCA from 10am to 5pm
Sunday is Stay-at-home Day
"

hehe..

Ok.. I am still as crazy..

tmr I'm going to watch HP!
not tt it will be nice to me..
but I'm meeting up with my best frens..
miss them a lot..

before tt I nid to go Anchovale CC
to get my CCC bursary award =)

Jux now was doing some animation
which will be used in my new blogskin..
so jux wait and see :D :D

and tt adobe flash kept playing tricks on me..
quit unexpectedly
and i have to redo the whole thing..
tiring..

and the internet connection sometimes break too
and my msn kept signing in and out the whole afternoon..
and when there is connection
the firefox kept saying tt there is no connection..=(
haiz..

stupid internet connection..
stupid msn..
stupid firefox..
stupid macromedia flash..
stupid macintosh..

I go sleep now..
very tired..

2009-07-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

Haha.. I din update the blog for quite a while le..
cos I these few days not in a good mood
if I update right,
then all of them will be emo stuffs.
Reading emo stuff will make one emo as well
so I chose not to 'write'

Anyways now all is well le..
me and my fren had a cold war for a day but it's over le..

And today I was crazy..
dunno why
but was laughing non-stop during my camera test..
tt harry potter surely is an effective councilor..
hahas..

I write til now
cos I had a long day.
& is very tired.

tmr I will try my best to write everything. =)

2009-07-15T11:14:00.010+08:00

I nvr knew that wad I have seen on TV will happen in real life.
I dun mean not knowing.. but it's hard to believe that I will actually experience it..
and what's more I happen to me, on me and because of me..

there was the three of us there..
actually four but i dun wan count derek as he is not in our grp..
we were talking abt the WebGra's website again.
the one tt made me pissed off with her..
and it still is making me pissed off..
two of us were having a heated argument.
the other one was seated there cos it does not involve her..
the other one was telling me when we were going off
that we were like literally shooting arrows at each other..
话中带刺…

You cant blame me for being angry lor
You see..
she was like late for 2hrs for the meeting..
cos she was solving some toys problem at home..
ok.. late nvm but..
she din even know tt I have sent her the newer copy of the website me and Pam did
Despite me having sent IM and txts to her!!

haiz..
I also hate my stm..
It had been getting serious recently..
Shall I count the things I misplaced or lost?
Think I rmb all of them.. but here's wad I can recall..

Jux now I was frantically looking into my bag
searching for my handphone when it's actually in my jacket's pocket
ytd I lost $4. till now I still dunno when and where I lost it..
Two weeks ago I lost a blue pen..
Once I almost lost my thumb drive..
Within the month I lost another blue pen..
Within the sem I lost 2 water bottles
[one I know where I left it.. the other I know not]
And at least once a day I will not know where I have placed my hse keys..
I know it sounds stupid but this is true..
sometimes I rly don't know where I've placed it..

talking abt forgetfulness
I think I need to write down the promises I made and haven fulfill in case I forget..

I shall list them here..

1. William : I will go and visit them when I am free.
2. Wis that too, but she now in BoonLay.
3. LeeLing : we will go out and eat together when we are free.
4. Jon : the three of us is going to eat buffet together nxt time.
5. Fiana, LaiCheng and MeiOoi : We going out together whn we are free.
6. Wis : I will show her my contact lens when I get one.
7. SinYing : We are going out together when we have our hols.
8. Myself : I must work hard so that I can perform at the next Band Concert.
My friends and classmates promised to come and watch if I perform.

2009-07-14T10:42:00.002+08:00

She is angry with me..I think
I din mean it tt way..
sth I do speak my mind with giving a real thought..

Forgive me..

2009-07-13T21:50:00.004+08:00

bored again..
I dunno wad to do..

Waiting for tmr to come..
Then it will be a project day as usual..
Same place but different timing..
Must think of new ideas for our drinks label..
Finish up our Website..
Finish up our template 2 for MarCom..
Haiz..
Everyone pls be enthu..
I want everything to be done and over with asap..

I hate my forgetfulness at times..
Today I forgot to go SIM MegaCafe to ask abt the booking of the room..
damn it.. I failed my job as the producer.. =(

hmm..
shld I draw out another pic for my blogskin?
Or shld I have a flash in place of the pic in my blog?

zzZZ..

Or shld I start on my reflection for my CATS?

P.S.
I finish reading one of the books I borrowed ytd alrdy..
Fast right..
cos it is so exciting.. the story I mean..
it's abt dragons btw.. =)

And if u rly want to know abt him..
then i tell u when u come online or when we meet up..

2009-07-12T21:31:00.004+08:00

Me is BACK! =D
Fast right?
tt's why I said it's a walk..

I have jux finish reading the novel I borrowed last last Thurs
The Wednesday Letters by Jason F. Wright
It's a nice story..a touching one

It taught me sth too..
We need to learn to forgive..
No one is perfect..
Forgetting is not easy..
And Time is a powerful cure..

Time sure is.. =)

Now let's talk abt my walk..
I know u r going to call me a workaholic again..
Actually I wanted to go to Cold Storage at Compass
to have some inspiration for the label designs for my Project..

At the start of my walk
I was in a good mood..
'cos like finally out in the open.. =)
when I reach Compass.., I went Lib first
[cos I got motivated to read again..]
when I stepped into Cold Storage..
I became emo again..
Maybe I shld think less abt hw to be less emo..
haiz..
why must there be grp members who give u troubles..?

P.S.
Nxt time call me sth else can?
I dun wan to be a workaholic =(

2009-07-12T18:35:00.002+08:00

I din blog ytd..
And have not much time to blog today cos u r also toking to me now..
i type very slow one cannot type at both window la..

and my mum kinda dun wan me to use too much com..
so have to control..
and i bored with all the gadgets of the com alrdy..

but I jux want to say I very bored and very sian and..
still pissed off with sb
but a different one this time..

2009-07-10T23:14:00.004+08:00

Our FP script is approved!!
Now my job has jux started..
Casting calls!! Casting calls!!
Venue Scouting! Venue Scouting!
[FP = Final Project]

Actually today very sian..
Too many breaks..

Our LocVid lesson started arnd 15 minutes pass 11am..
Aft taking attendance he suddenly asked us to have 20 minutes break..
except for those who have not done the online quiz..
then aft tt the whole lesson very bored..
He jux read our script and
let us practice with the cameras to prepare ourselves for the test nxt wk..

then we are dismissed at 12plus
with more than 1hr of break b4 the nxt lesson

then for MarCom..
We had recap of Wed's lecture, MCQ Quiz and dismissed..
everything ends at 3plus..
Leaving me with so many free time not knowing wad to do with it..
so very sian..

Ok.. I got go practice my flute today..
I know I put it aside for quite a while le..

2009-07-09T23:24:00.005+08:00

yawn..

hmm.. how many hrs did I slept today?

abt 4hrs or maybe lesser..

argh..8a.m. lesson today..

my sis din wake me up..

luckily I woke up myself at 6a.m.

then the computer play tricks on me..

not my lappy.. my hse com..

nid to print my debate script..

kept having black screen..

it logged me on..

but aft I tried to send my doc. file from one of my msn acc. to the other..

the screen turned black..

damn it la..

finally got it printed at arnd 6.30a.m.

aft having breakfast and packing my bag.. it was like 6.40a.m. alrdy..

and if I dun catch a bus asap.. I will definitely be late..

when I reach fernvale point the bus left the bus-stop luckily another bus came shortly aft the that..

in the end I manage to reach sch jux in time..

then on the bus I found out tt the printer played tricks on me too..

It had left portions of my script blank..

'cos black ink was low..

argh!!

in the end I had to spend my 1hr+ lunch break rewrite my script..

I got back my the other CT papers today..

jux passed..

phew..

I got back my logo and poster designs today too..

I got C- and D-

I tot I can get quite high marks.. they are very nice lor..

spent so much time on them.. and I edit and edit again..cos they are always rejected..

haiz.. why is it that when I think tt I will do well in certain things it nvr turns out well..

2009-07-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

feel so overwhelmed..

chionging the website.. then now the debate..
and a couple ppl tok to me at the same time on msn jux now..

he still pissed me off.. that u-know-hu..
argh..
ask me too many qns of which the ans he shld arldy knew if he was attentive..

ok..at least he did his work..[part of it]
but he did not follow wad william had taught us
and I had to edit for him..
double job..

from 8 til now website still not done..
zzZZ..
Nor my debate script..
I need to change it from a 6-minute script to a 3-minute script..

sorry..trying to control myself..

I am damn stressed now..

2009-07-08T13:35:00.006+08:00

Im pissed off..
damn pissed off..
there is 3 things due tmr
WebGra Milestone2 MedSoc Debate1 GraCom Consultation1

wad's worst is..
for all 3 grps..you-know-who is in them.
I can bet a high bet tt u cant rely on him..
and tt he will not have anything done..

WebGra we nid to do 2 website pages..
Hannah onli finished her stuff today..
damn her..
we still need to pass to him before passing it to me..
but i dun trust him.. [nvr will]
I think we will do at the same time..
And Im sure I'll finish b4 him..

MedSoc debate..
he confirm did not do his work..
Deborah dun want us to do the script for him..
we confirm getting marked down under the grp section..

For GraCom..
jux found our tt we did to do our logotype and label design digitally..
argh!
we drawn out the draft alrdy...
now nid to chiong using photoshop and illustrator at the last minute..
argh..

sobs..

Cant stand him..
kick him out of class can?
& hannah pls dun be like him..
I know u wan go out with ur derick but study still come first..

argh!!
I feel like breaking sth.

2009-07-08T10:42:00.001+08:00

Okay.. u proved me wrong..

hey
u know wad..
I feel jux like Claidi Star in "The Claidi Journals" Series..
=)
she was writing to someone in her journal..but tt someone did not exist..
actually tt someone kinda exist [cos we the readers are reading them..]
but she wun know who we are..

For me,
u exist..
I know who u are &..
u know tt u are the one I am talking to..
=D

one of the reasons why I like to read books is tt..
I can always link my life/myself with wadever I am reading..
some of them became reality sometimes..
and I try to make them a reality.. =)

ok.. I need to go for lesson le..
today whole day lecture..zzZZ..
ok.. I must be attentive during lecture for once at least..
esp for my MarCom..

I am NOT going to use my lappy until MedSoc lesson..
'cos I forgot to download and print out the lecture notes on MeL ytd..
zzZZ..

Tschuss for now.. =D

2009-07-07T15:52:00.004+08:00

damn.. sth happen when I went for breakfast..
I am jux interested in how u ppl film..
but not wad u ppl are filming..
haiz..
pray hard that u are going to cut me away..
*crossing finger*
haiz..
so unlucky..

Anyways..
I shld rly focus on studying MarCom..
I have alrdy failed terribly for my CT..
[I got 31% for it. T.T]
And with such a grp member in my grp.. If my Project CMI..
*touch wood*
I rly nid the quizes to pull me up..

*sigh*
there are too much theory stuff in this subject..
too much for me to rmb easily..
I am more of the practical side..
Better at WebGra..(^^)V
I got 100% for the DreamWeaver test!!
*sigh*
why cant my MarCom be the same??
haiz.. no one is perfect I think..
There's always something that you are bad at..

I go back to MarCom now..
Ciao =)

P.S.
I've some qns for u if u are reading this..
even if it's 6days later..
izit 'cos of the sch I went to, which u know from here, tt u guess I live arnd AMK?

2009-07-06T23:04:00.011+08:00

ytd found out someone else who live near me
damn excited abt it..
well.. can't help it lah..
I new to the neighbourhood ma..
not really very new cos like 1yr and 3mths le..
still I dunno much ppl arnd here..

hehe.. rmb ur promise hor..
we go jalan kayu some day ok..
I din go there since I moved here..
cos the other time my family went there but i wasn't home
I dunno where I was but I wasn't with them..

ytd also found someone who reads my blog =)
but will he continues reading..?
I doubt so [prove me wrong]
cos I rarely update this
[though I kept telling myself tt since I had my own lappy alrdy & tt I switched it on everyday..
.. I shld really write a post everyday]
my life is also very boring.. who will be interested anyways.. [prove me wrong again..]

actually sometimes I wanted to write a post or two..
but aft writing halfway.. I dun feel like writing.. too much to write le..
haiz.. thus I din post anything in the end..

Actually I think faster than I write or type..
It's impossible to write down all that I feel abt every single thing that happens arnd me
every single thing that rouses my interests..
my mind never stops thinking..

when reading storybook I will always imagine myself in the story..
imagine myself as one of the characters walking through the story myself.. [^^]
It's nice imagining..

when on the bus I will look at the clouds in the sky..
they are always changing so you will nvr get tired of them..
the colours of the sky differ everyday too =)
different shades of blue..=)

Or I will have my ears plugged in and link my mood currently with the songs tt are being played..

So much is happening in my mind in such a short time
How am I able to record them down?

And if I really write I write alot..
see..
this is evidence..
how long is it alrdy arh?
another evidence is my poems which u can see at the first few posts of this blog..
mine is forever so long..
my frens' are just a couple of stanza long but mine is like a dozen of stanza?

hmm.. wad shld I write abt now?
ohya.. I am reading a book ---- " The Wednesday Letters"
It's nice..
Though I am onli at page 70+..
I wish my future husband could do wad he did too..
so tt we can recollect the good times we had together years later..=D
go read to know wad he did..=)
hmm.. maybe I shld restart writing diary again..
and this time it will be a whole new different thing from wad i wrote the other time..
it was so full of ____ ..
hehe..

I was watching a TV series on the net too..
It was an old series..
《海豚弯恋人》
I was crying terribly at episode 1 and 6..
when they are showing the parts when they are young..
I cried with the kids.. T.T
It was so touching.. .. *sniff, sniff*
I now at episode 11, still got 18 more episodes..

I write till now..
Nid to go sleep le..
haha.. ytd sleep very late..
today CATS lesson very tired..
then the S&W even more tiring..
'cause it was raining..
then there is lightning risk..
cannot go outdoor..
so no more tennis..
we waited til 3.30pm..
then we had PT at Grand Stand..

PT:
6 rounds round the 'Hall'
Warm-up..
head, arms, waist, ankles..
then push-up and sit-up..
then lie on side and do the dunno-wad-its-name
then lie on front and raise both hands and legs for 10counts 3times
then do reverse sit-up 3times
aft warm-up he talk abt the coming test..
then run again.. 2times this time..
but too tired to run then alrdy..
aft that some more push-up and sit-up..6times each..

so tired aft tt..
nights..[hope tt u do read..if u know who i am refering to..]
Tschuss!
Ciao!
bonne nuit! =)
gute nacht! =D
hehe..

P.S. It's nice talking to you..

2009-06-20T19:06:00.012+08:00

I was on the bus on the way home
aft visiting my bro at ttsh just now..

I took the bus at Toa Payoh interchange and..
got scolded by my mum for it
'cos she think that taking mrt to YCK Station
before changing to a bus can reach home faster..
but to me, the transfering is very troublesome..
had enough of it during sch days..
anyways that is not the main point..

A few stops aft the interchange, a father and her daughter board the bus..
However there is not empty double seat so they had to sit separately..
actually separated by the walkway..
the little daughter sat beside me..

she is so cute!! >.<
she had two ponytails which I also want to have.. but i not young anymore..
It doesn't suit me..
she is also well-mannered
'Cause she never throw any tantrum
and from instinct, she is a good girl..

Anyways i was readin' on the bus
Reading this book called "The A-Z of Us"
There's so damn lots of vulgarities, esp the 4-lettered 'f' word..

Anyways
this little girl seems to be interested in the book I'm reading
and kept turning to look at it every now and then

then her father said..
You don't/cannot read on the bus.
You know why?
Because the bus is shaky.

then she said..
The bus is shaky.

then the father said..
Yes, the bus is shaky.
So you shld not read on the bus.
It's bad for your eyes.

I muttered to myself..
That's why I wear glasses.

Aft a while I kept the book and look at the scenery and try to take a nap..
the little girl is also very tired and sleepy
she was nodding to sleep..
and then leaned on me..

I did not do anything..
jux let her be..
Moreover her father also did not do anything

Then when it's almost time to get off the bus..
her father tried to wake her up but she fell asleep again
then when the bus reach the bus-stop, he woke her up again..
by the time they are off the bus.. she is wide awake alrdy..

she is so cute..

Looking at her..
I wish I am young again..

2009-06-14T11:39:00.002+08:00

Woots!!
hols is finally here..
I long time din update le..
actually I was telling myself that..
aft I got my own lappy
I am able to use it everyday rite?
then I'm going to write a post everyday
but things din go according to my plan.. ..
haiz..

Now my mum was controlling the amt of time we use the internet
lols..
it's like wadever hw tt i have needed internet to do research..
with this control going on
then how am i suppose to do my work?
*sigh*

anyways
ytd had a fun time..
my locvid grp started our filming =D
We had decided to start our filming at 8am
but at 7.30pm
when Celine Pam & I met at CityHall MRT station
we received msg that all our actors and actress are going to be late.

Since they are going to be late, we went to get our breakfast first..
in the end we are late also..
hehe..

the filming session is both tiring and fun..
hehe..
till now still cant stop laughing..

hmm.. shall i tok abt the funny part..? hehe nxt time..
we went to digitised aft we are done with the film..
all of us forgot how to digitised it.. but later figured it out..
we had funny watching the video especially the NG parts..
hehe..
but my thumdrive too small to hold the video.. thus have to leave it in the computer..
we are getting it tmr!!
Woots!!

then lunch at 3.30pm at the Alumni
then off we go to the mrt station and goes our separate ways..

me went to the PC show again
to visit tt senior of mine whom i din manage to find on Thurs
it was SOOO crowded
Thurs was much less crowded lor
damn pissed off..argh..
tmr will be even more crowded..cos tmr got lucky draw there..

nid ta go le
write til here.. ..

*wonders if anyone actually come here and read.. ..*

2009-04-27T23:00:00.004+08:00

Today had 2 interviews

One for PSP [poly stage production]
One for ambassador

let's tok abt the PSP one..
the interview is quite casual
not so formal so i quite relax
say quite alot
dunno if can get in

here are some of the questions..

1 If the venue is far away e.g like 1hr and 30min from ur hse is it okay with u?
[erm.. i'm used to it..
going to work is like 1hr ride and going to sch is like 1and a half hr.. lolz]

2 Is there any curfew?Like by wad time do u nid to go home?
Coz the events usu ends at arnd 10pm or 11pm.
[erm.. not rly.. {actually my work ends even later than tt time!}]

3 You would like to join Band rite?
[Yes]

4 Which one will u commit more to?
[Erm.. Band..]

5 Are u able to come at weekends?
[Erm.. Sat have Band practice Sun shld be okay coz i quitting my job soon]

6 Ranging from 1 to 10 how will you rank ur commitment to PSP?
1 being dun commit 10 being fully committed.
[Erm.. 6 to 7?]

these are wad i can rmb..

Now for the Ambassador thing..
1st Game Promoting Boxer the NP's mascot
2nd Game Given a scenario promote urself
3rd Game Given scenario and a list of stuffs
Choose 10 items from list to ensure suvival for 3days in Amazon Rainforest and say why you choose them

for game 1 & 2, they are individual
for game 3, it is groupwork

when giving individual presentation, i was like so nervous!!
OMG!
I surely cannot make it de!
for game 2, the other scenario like the one abt photography and community service i know how to say
but mine's abt change career from banker to marine officer is like..
haiz..
i rly did my best..
why i always like this at interviews with large group of ppl watching?
It's jux like Sec3 interview for leadership position no2.
Gosh!

Ohya
aft the PSP interview there's still some time left b4 the Ambassador interview
so i called Suntec Sakae to check my schedule for the wk..
'cos catherine[area manager] haven sent the schedule ytd
I got a terrible shock!
Im to work from 1200 to 2230 for Tues[tmr], Fri and Sun[if i m not wrong] , 1830 to 2230 for Sat.
it's like so much
tot the new part-timer came?
u want me to fall sick izzit?

2009-04-20T23:06:00.006+08:00

had my first day of sch
first lesson was CATS for me
it starts at 1pm
I was making my way there at abt 1245
got lost =.='''
at 1255 still on the way there..
suddenly my nose bled
I was like 'oh my gosh'
I cant even go to the toilet..

Reached a few minutes past 1
and there r still a couple who were arnd half hr late
but the teacher very lenient cos she says tt today is the first day of sch
in the end onli a total of 10 out of 19 students turn up for lessons
lol..

during the lesson we tok some brain test
I got 113 points
which means I am neither left-brainer nor right-brainer..

the teacher dismissed us at 2.30pm instead of 3pm
maybe cos she know tt we nid to go to the LT26 to choose our Sports for S&W
there are 10 sports which we can choose from.
of which i dun rly like
no choice but to choose Tennis

we are dismissed early for S&W too..
4pm instead of 5pm

went with Iffah and frens [I rmb names!! >.<] to the CCA fiesta then to the Atrium after tt at 4.30pm I'm at the CCA Fiesta again[the 4th time there..] to meet BY and register for some more CCA So.. My first one is the NP Concert Band then PSP then some community service one PSP nid to go for interview so not confirm yet.. the the community service one nid to see the time if Sat then cannot.. [To Be Continued..]

2009-04-20T09:52:00.003+08:00

Psst.. blogging in sch..

Dun wori not blogging during lesson.
Actually lesson starts at 1pm for me today.
but..
there's some events in sch today.
They are the same events to be held tmr
but tmr I nid to go work and cant go sch tmr.

Ytd I was saying tt the 1st place I going to go to is the lib but Im wrong..
the 1st place i went to is the student plaza.
when i reach sch, there are alrdy some events at the student plaza.
I reach there jux in time to see the performance by the DanceSport and the ConcertBand
then i went with BY to the MakanPlace to have breakfast.
After which I went to the lib and borrowed a storybook..
[>.< sorry i am a book-addict..]

then here I am at a table outside Cheers using my com..

thanks to JoJo.. I brought my laptop..
Or I will be damn bored..while waiting for the time to reach 10am..

2009-04-19T15:15:00.000+08:00

School starts tmr alrdy..
Cant wait!

Think tt aft visiting the CCA Fiesta the first place Im going to visit is the lib..
hmm.. I wonder wad books can I find there..

I had jux finish a chi novel..
It's supposed to be a love story, but I find it more towards a horror story than love..
The story includes someone who had a split personality and the things they did.
These leave a deep impression in me..
I took a longer time than usual to finish reading the book..
I cant help thinking tt I have split personality too..
Like I have said before..
Im wearing a mask all the time..jux like Montag
unable to find my true self..

I think the reason why I like reading is tt Im able to relate certain characteristics tt is similar to me..
& I will then let my imagination run wild...
^^

2009-04-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

AnnGie feels neglected again.
AnnGie tot tt she had got used to being alone.
AnnGie tot she had gotten used to be the listener instead of the talker
but no!

AnnGie still wants to be included in the group.
AnnGie wants to make friends too.
AnnGie wants to feel welcomed.

AnnGie knows tt she is bad at words.
AnnGie knows tt she can't think of any topics to talk abt.
AnnGie knows tt she is slow in grasping the meaning of things.
but..

AnnGie will learn.
AnnGie will try her best to change.
AnnGie will become a new person when she graduate

2009-04-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

Im going to start sch nxt Mon le
Then I'll b learning wadever tt is in my module
& also learning french..

I think I nid to explain my changing of template again
though not much of big changes to it..

Well..
You see.. I have a new lappy now..
but this lappy of mine is a mac &
thus dun have the internet explorer
when I open my blog using firefox or safari, it looks weird with things out of place..
I hope tt by changing it, it will be more pleasant to the eyes..

Also i have moved most of my posts [except those poems I composed coz I love them..hehe.. and those tt are significant to me] to some other places..
Should anyone want to read them jux ask me
I will be pleased to direct u there.. ^.^

2008-07-23T20:55:00.009+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to ME !!!

Happy Sweet 16

MinHui Sarah Kenn AnnGie Minu Gladys

!!!!!

Happy Birthday All July babes

which includes

those above &

JoelTay & ChaiHao & JiaHao & FannyChew(mycousin) &

Mr Ng C.H & Mr Ang C.S &

Ms Leow H.F &

Mr Tan J.H & Mr A. Lim

=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

2008-03-02T22:20:00.004+08:00

My gelaskin design !!
I have to put it here cos I can't put it in the thumbdrive
my sis want to use it too.

It is nice
but..
the colours seems weird though...

2007-03-21T21:06:00.001+08:00

today is my happiest day
the reason tt it is my happiest day will be known to myself and myself only

2007-03-12T15:11:00.002+08:00

If u were a ghost,
wad kind of ghost would u b?

Well,
this is the peom on wad kind of ghost
I will be:

R u troubled, r u sad,
R u bullied, r u stressed.
If nobody realizes tt,
Do not give up, do not despair.

Out of ur computer
I will come
'Cos tt is how
I voyage via.

I m funny, I m lonely,
I m happy, I m free.
U c a shimmer
N u will see me.

Now u c me,
Now u do not,
'Cos I by mistake
Vanished through d wall.

R u scared, r u worried,
R u angry, r u confused.
Don’t u worried, 4 I am kind.
U called 4 me, so here I m.

Other people will not see me,
Nor do they hear me.
'Cos u’r d one I’m helping,
N I speak through ur mind.

I m clever, I m amusing,
I m chatty, I m obliging.
I listen 2 ur problems n complaints
So take d advice I’m giving.

Don’t send me away,
It is depressing.
'Cos I m d person
Tt u r seeking.

I used 2 b lyk u,
Few centuries back.
In this kind of look,
Innocent n naïve.

I was troubled, I was sad,
I was bullied, I was stressed.
I had little joy, I had little friends.
I had bad grades, I had problems.

No one understood me, or even try 2.
I had enough, I left d world.
Now I m back, trying 2 help.
Let me help you, don’t b lyk me.

Wad fun we have, 2gether as friends.
Time sure flies n I had 2 go.
There r many others, in d world,
Who needs my help, just lyk u.

Rmb wad I said, rmb them well,
Rmb 4 life; pass them 2 others as well.
'Cos in2 ur computer, I will go.
U will never see me, ever again.

Pls rmb my look,
Pls rmb me,
D joyful, witty
Little spirit.

2007-03-07T18:58:00.001+08:00

The Innocent one

In a family of five,
I am the second child and
Always being bullied,
Always being nagged at.

Mum adore youngest,
Dad the eldest son.
Next child and a female,
Thus being left out.

Being teased at being ugly,
Being called names like stupid pig.
Parents, sometimes don’t even know,
And took little action about them

Possessions taken,
Without permission,
Privacy invaded,
By that sister of mine.

Parents sided her,
I have no choice.
What can I do but
Reluctantly obey.

None to confine to,
Except for myself.
Thus kept all the unfairness,
At the bottom of my heart.

Every day,
My heart filled.
With anger,
With hatred.

Day by day,
My heart grow.
As it is filled,
With unfairness.

Then one day came,
My heart was full.
But more is added,
And it overflowed!

My heart burst and bled,
I took the chair and hit;
It hit her face and she cry,
Brought my mum and I died.

Blamed for what she did,
Punished for what I did;
Angry for what they did,
Cried for the innocent me!

2007-03-05T15:15:00.001+08:00

ppl out there,
Pls free me.
Get me out of this torment,
get me out of the cage.

cut off d string tt is pulling me back
break off d bars tt r keeping me in
block off d ppl tt r discouraging me
fight off d ppl making me angry n sad

bring me away
take me out
give me joy
send me love

take away d tears
take away d fear
take away d anger
take away d hatred

bring me 2 d place
tt give me courage
bring me 2 d place
tt give me joy

bring me 2 d place
tt give me love
bring me 2 d place
tt give me freedom!

2007-02-03T21:17:00.001+08:00

Spring

Thick clothing were thrown aside,
Casual clothes took up their place.
Knitting and pipes placed aside,
Brooms and dusters moving in daze.

The earth has taken off her white coat,
Letting the greens to grow from within.
The animals came out finding food,
And the rivers in their course flowing.

With the puddles, the children played
In the gardens, laughter roamed.
With the gatherings, the adults had
In the porch the rumours spread.

Seeing the happiness, the sun smiled,
Bringing warmth to every living things.
The plants and animals rush out to greet him,
The rivers played music to thank him.

Winter left and Spring is here again,
A new year, a new life just begin.
It is such a joyous occasion,
Everyone’s having celebration.

2007-01-21T22:10:00.001+08:00

Dream

I love to dream, Whenever I am free,
All about my realm, And bring back my old memories.
I ‘m always dreaming, Even when I am walking,
When I am eating , When I am bathing,
When I am in a queue standing, When I am sitting down waiting,
Even when I am sleeping, Or on a journey I am having.

I love to dream, Whenever I am free,
To kill my time, To have my life amusing,
Dreaming about the characters in the story,
And even make up tales of my own.
Don’t laugh at me or you will be feeling sorry,
Cause I don’t think that you have this quality that I own.

I love to dream, Whenever I am free,
About the gnomes in the underground caves, The elves in the forest.
The giants in the mountains, The dwarfs in the holes in the trees,
The fairies in the hidden world, the mankind next on the land just beside
The witches and wizard in their own castles,
But all of them living happily all together.

I love to dream, Whenever I am free,
About the giants building structures, The dwarfs making jewelries,
The gnomes making mud sculptures, The elves playing by their fire,
The fairies dancing in the moonlight, the mankind making new inventions,
The witches making new potions, the wizards thinking more ways of protection,
All of them helping one another, without having any regrets.

I love to dream, Whenever I am free,
No matter where, no matter what, no matter who,
Some times about my crush, And friends made in the past,
Some times about an adventure, I will have in the future,
And about the happenings, that occurs in the present,
But mostly about the future and the unreal, beyond the beyond.

It's so fun and exciting, That's why I love to dream.

2007-01-15T16:38:00.001+08:00

Wind

Nearly always in motion,
And have no sense of direction
Sometimes fast and sometimes slow
Due to pressure and temperature.

They are either useful or useless,
Generate electricity or change the landscape.
They can also be so strong,
Which destroy buildings and erode the rocks.

People like the weak wind,
which is easily found.

The trees and grasses wave to welcome her,
The flowers bowed or curtsy to her.
The birds sing and dance for her,
Children laugh and ran to embrace her.

Bring companies to the dead at the graveyard,
Bring soothing sensation to people at the beach.
Sing songs to the girl sitting at the window,
Send the smell of dinner to the hungry boy at the door.

The breeze too gives one a soothing sensation,
Calm us when we are restless or have nervous tension.
How do you think of this moving gas?
Do you, like me, love it as well?

2007-01-15T16:27:00.001+08:00

Isolated

pitter patter, pitter patter,
Down it scatters.
So loud, so clear,
Echoing through my ears.

The bell had rung,
The students ran,
Off to their homes,
Leaving me all alone.

I wish for companions,
I wish for friends,
To share joy and grief,
To study and play with.

But all were departed,
And went in their cluster,
Heading for home and dinner,
For CCA or remedial.

Standing outside the classroom,
All alone,
I felt sadness in my spirit,
No one else distinguish.

The misery is so deep
That no one could ever dream
Even the weather could see
and is crying for me

'Why no one come
To keep me company
But left me solitary
To watch the scenery?'