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Journal

Friday, July 24


I myself is not the last one who wished myself happy birthday..
it's William..
not Mr Aung..
he is my ex-colleague..
As usual I ask him how he know it's my birthday..
and as usual he said..
"因为我是神咯, 嘻…"

~ { 14:26 }
AnnGie;



Today is my birthday..
so I think I must at least post a post abt it..

I din use much computer on Mon
except during CATS lesson so no post..
cos I was out to celebrate elisse's birthday..
[hope I spelt her name correctly..]

Tues was out and was busy chionging project..
and my mum was sick so have to help do hsework..
not tt i din do when she's well
but now is like every few minutes have to go afk
And cos my mum wants to eat porridge..
I went to cook for her..
due to my negligence I caused the porridge to get burnt..
and spoilt the pot..
cos the burnt marks are unable to get washed off..
the dunno-number-how-many pot I spoilt..
I was busying recruiting the cast for my FP tt's why..

Wed want blog but also no time leh..
busy chionging project too..

today also very busy..
now is like project project and more projects..
haiz..


Abt my birthday..
actually I received my first present on Mon..
cos my dad going overseas for work on Tues..
I dunno when he will be back but I know is aft my birthday,,

today Natiara is the first to wish me happy birthday,,
she said tt as soon as I stepped into class..

I quite a lot of well wishes from frens and all
and a hug from shirley..
one of them even wished me twice =)
once on facebook once thru sms..
some surprised me cos I tot they forgotten abt it..

today long day for me..
cos sch from 8.30am to arnd 10pm
due to announcements and all..
the band celebrated yet no really celebrated my birthday..
they were celebrating several together..

I missed the unity of 4/1
miss my frens..
I rmb the times
when the class will sang happy birthday song
several times a day for the birthday boy or birthday girl
and the fun we had together..
such joyful memories.. =)

It's almost the end of 23 July..
I shall be the last to wish myself a happy birthday..

" Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to mee~
Happy birthday to me."

~ { 11:34 }
AnnGie;


Saturday, July 18


It's late..
I know I promised a detailed recount of ytd's event.
So here I'm..
better late than nvr right?

Start on Thurs..
Thursday's lesson starts at 8am.
So I have to wake up at 5.30am and take the bus at 6.30am.
but in the end I wake up late.. and left hse at 6.45am.
when I left my block, I saw the bus at the bus-stop.
I have to run all the way to the nxt bus-stop to catch the bus
thank god for the traffic light
I manage to catch it.. if not I will be late for sch.. for the second time..

This week there is no GraCom tutorial..
Nor CCA..
so our lesson ends at 2pm
we had GraCom grp discussion until arnd 3pm
then I went back to secondary sch..

by the time I reach there
it was late.. lots of teachers have alrdy went home..=(
I think the TA changed again..
I got the chance to walk into the StaffRoom =)
but I dun dare to walk far as I still respect their privacy..
I'm still a student though I may not be studying in ANDss..

I had a long chat with Mrs A'shari
=)
the teachers there are still as encouraging as ever.. =)
I am going there again on Tues =D
cant wait!! xP
this time I must talk to more of them..
maybe crash their lesson =x

for ytd..
by right I have lesson at 11am
but by left..
we have our camera practical test tt day
so I reach sch at arnd 12pm.. ^^
hehe..

I meet a new fren
who is also MCM
but in sem 1.2

the camera test went well ^^
I got 4.7/5
lost to tt uncooperative guy by 0.1 mark
argh..

then is marcom tutorial..
he wanted to show us the GraCom draft when it's MarCom lesson
hey different subject k?

aft marcom we r suppose to have the gracom meeting and he CMI
I feel like strangling him..
but nvm jux hav the PE can le
dun care abt him now
gave him too many chances

our marcom and gracom project now quite on task le..
=)
so happy

for french lesson
we are suppose to get back our paper today
but he said nxt wk again
prob he will say give back nxt wk nxt wk

today's french lesson very fun =D
we do a lot of recap stuffs and learn abt the colours =)
J' aime vert!!

Oh ya and I 'invented' sth ytd..

"
Monday is a
Work-out Day cos I have P.E.
Tuesday is a
No-school-cum-Project Day
Wednesday is a
Lecture Day cos I have lectures the whole day
Thursday is
Whole-day-In-School Day cos I will be in sch from 8.30am. to 9.30pm
Friday is
Meet-the-Band-members Day.. If u count the no. of band members I met on each Fri u will agree with me de
Saturday is
CCA Day cos got CCA from 10am to 5pm
Sunday is
Stay-at-home Day
"

hehe..

Ok.. I am still as crazy..

tmr I'm going to watch HP!
not tt it will be nice to me..
but I'm meeting up with my best frens..
miss them a lot..

before tt I nid to go Anchovale CC
to get my CCC bursary award =)

Jux now was doing some animation
which will be used in my new blogskin..
so jux wait and see :D :D

and tt adobe flash kept playing tricks on me..
quit unexpectedly
and i have to redo the whole thing..
tiring..

and the internet connection sometimes break too
and my msn kept signing in and out the whole afternoon..
and when there is connection
the firefox kept saying tt there is no connection..=(
haiz..

stupid internet connection..
stupid msn..
stupid firefox..
stupid macromedia flash..
stupid macintosh..


I go sleep now..
very tired..

~ { 23:25 }
AnnGie;


Friday, July 17


Haha.. I din update the blog for quite a while le..
cos I these few days not in a good mood
if I update right,
then all of them will be emo stuffs.
Reading emo stuff will make one emo as well
so I chose not to 'write'

Anyways now all is well le..
me and my fren had a cold war for a day but it's over le..

And today I was crazy..
dunno why
but was laughing non-stop during my camera test..
tt harry potter surely is an effective councilor..
hahas..

I write til now
cos I had a long day.
& is very tired.

tmr I will try my best to write everything. =)

~ { 23:49 }
AnnGie;


Wednesday, July 15


I nvr knew that wad I have seen on TV will happen in real life.
I dun mean not knowing.. but it's hard to believe that I will actually experience it..
and what's more I happen to me, on me and because of me..

there was the three of us there..
actually four but i dun wan count derek as he is not in our grp..
we were talking abt the WebGra's website again.
the one tt made me pissed off with her..
and it still is making me pissed off..
two of us were having a heated argument.
the other one was seated there cos it does not involve her..
the other one was telling me when we were going off
that we were like literally shooting arrows at each other..
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You cant blame me for being angry lor
You see..
she was like late for 2hrs for the meeting..
cos she was solving some toys problem at home..
ok.. late nvm but..
she din even know tt I have sent her the newer copy of the website me and Pam did
Despite me having sent IM and txts to her!!

haiz..
I also hate my stm..
It had been getting serious recently..
Shall I count the things I misplaced or lost?
Think I rmb all of them.. but here's wad I can recall..

Jux now I was frantically looking into my bag
searching for my handphone when it's actually in my jacket's pocket
ytd I lost $4. till now I still dunno when and where I lost it..
Two weeks ago I lost a blue pen..
Once I almost lost my thumb drive..
Within the month I lost another blue pen..
Within the sem I lost 2 water bottles
[one I know where I left it.. the other I know not]
And at least once a day I will not know where I have placed my hse keys..
I know it sounds stupid but this is true..
sometimes I rly don't know where I've placed it..

talking abt forgetfulness
I think I need to write down the promises I made and haven fulfill in case I forget..

I shall list them here..

1. William : I will go and visit them when I am free.
2. Wis that too, but she now in BoonLay.
3. LeeLing : we will go out and eat together when we are free.
4. Jon : the three of us is going to eat buffet together nxt time.
5. Fiana, LaiCheng and MeiOoi : We going out together whn we are free.
6. Wis : I will show her my contact lens when I get one.
7. SinYing : We are going out together when we have our hols.
8. Myself : I must work hard so that I can perform at the next Band Concert.
My friends and classmates promised to come and watch if I perform.


~ { 11:14 }
AnnGie;


Tuesday, July 14


She is angry with me..I think
I din mean it tt way..
sth I do speak my mind with giving a real thought..

Forgive me..

~ { 10:42 }
AnnGie;


Monday, July 13


bored again..
I dunno wad to do..

Waiting for tmr to come..
Then it will be a project day as usual..
Same place but different timing..
Must think of new ideas for our drinks label..
Finish up our Website..
Finish up our template 2 for MarCom..
Haiz..
Everyone pls be enthu..
I want everything to be done and over with asap..



I hate my forgetfulness at times..
Today I forgot to go SIM MegaCafe to ask abt the booking of the room..
damn it.. I failed my job as the producer.. =(

hmm..
shld I draw out another pic for my blogskin?
Or shld I have a flash in place of the pic in my blog?

zzZZ..

Or shld I start on my reflection for my CATS?


P.S.
I finish reading one of the books I borrowed ytd alrdy..
Fast right..
cos it is so exciting.. the story I mean..
it's abt dragons btw.. =)

And if u rly want to know abt him..
then i tell u when u come online or when we meet up..

~ { 21:50 }
AnnGie;


Sunday, July 12


Me is BACK! =D
Fast right?
tt's why I said it's a walk..

I have jux finish reading the novel I borrowed last last Thurs
The Wednesday Letters by Jason F. Wright
It's a nice story..a touching one

It taught me sth too..
We need to learn to forgive..
No one is perfect..
Forgetting is not easy..
And Time is a powerful cure..

Time sure is.. =)

Now let's talk abt my walk..
I know u r going to call me a workaholic again..
Actually I wanted to go to Cold Storage at Compass
to have some inspiration for the label designs for my Project..

At the start of my walk
I was in a good mood..
'cos like finally out in the open.. =)
when I reach Compass.., I went Lib first
[cos I got motivated to read again..]
when I stepped into Cold Storage..
I became emo again..
Maybe I shld think less abt hw to be less emo..
haiz..
why must there be grp members who give u troubles..?


P.S.
Nxt time call me sth else can?
I dun wan to be a workaholic =(

~ { 21:31 }
AnnGie;



I din blog ytd..
And have not much time to blog today cos u r also toking to me now..
i type very slow one cannot type at both window la..

and my mum kinda dun wan me to use too much com..
so have to control..
and i bored with all the gadgets of the com alrdy..

but I jux want to say I very bored and very sian and..
still pissed off with sb
but a different one this time..

~ { 18:35 }
AnnGie;


Friday, July 10


Our FP script is approved!!
Now my job has jux started..
Casting calls!! Casting calls!!
Venue Scouting! Venue Scouting!
[FP = Final Project]

Actually today very sian..
Too many breaks..

Our LocVid lesson started arnd 15 minutes pass 11am..
Aft taking attendance he suddenly asked us to have 20 minutes break..
except for those who have not done the online quiz..
then aft tt the whole lesson very bored..
He jux read our script and
let us practice with the cameras to prepare ourselves for the test nxt wk..

then we are dismissed at 12plus
with more than 1hr of break b4 the nxt lesson

then for MarCom..
We had recap of Wed's lecture, MCQ Quiz and dismissed..
everything ends at 3plus..
Leaving me with so many free time not knowing wad to do with it..
so very sian..

Ok.. I got go practice my flute today..
I know I put it aside for quite a while le..

~ { 23:14 }
AnnGie;


Thursday, July 9


yawn..
hmm.. how many hrs did I slept today?
abt 4hrs or maybe lesser..
argh..8a.m. lesson today..
my sis din wake me up..
luckily I woke up myself at 6a.m.

then the computer play tricks on me..
not my lappy.. my hse com..
nid to print my debate script..
kept having black screen..
it logged me on..
but aft I tried to send my doc. file from one of my msn acc. to the other..
the screen turned black..
damn it la..
finally got it printed at arnd 6.30a.m.

aft having breakfast and packing my bag.. it was like 6.40a.m. alrdy..
and if I dun catch a bus asap.. I will definitely be late..
when I reach fernvale point the bus left the bus-stop luckily another bus came shortly aft the that..
in the end I manage to reach sch jux in time..

then on the bus I found out tt the printer played tricks on me too..
It had left portions of my script blank..
'cos black ink was low..
argh!!
in the end I had to spend my 1hr+ lunch break rewrite my script..

I got back my the other CT papers today..
jux passed..
phew..
I got back my logo and poster designs today too..
I got C- and D-
=(

I tot I can get quite high marks.. they are very nice lor..
spent so much time on them.. and I edit and edit again..cos they are always rejected..
=(

haiz.. why is it that when I think tt I will do well in certain things it nvr turns out well..

~ { 23:24 }
AnnGie;


Wednesday, July 8


feel so overwhelmed..

chionging the website.. then now the debate..
and a couple ppl tok to me at the same time on msn jux now..

he still pissed me off.. that u-know-hu..
argh..
ask me too many qns of which the ans he shld arldy knew if he was attentive..

ok..at least he did his work..[part of it]
but he did not follow wad william had taught us
and I had to edit for him..
double job..

from 8 til now website still not done..
zzZZ..
Nor my debate script..
I need to change it from a 6-minute script to a 3-minute script..

sorry..trying to control myself..
I am damn stressed now..

~ { 23:22 }
AnnGie;



Im pissed off..
damn pissed off..
there is 3 things due tmr
WebGra Milestone2 MedSoc Debate1 GraCom Consultation1

wad's worst is..
for all 3 grps..you-know-who is in them.
I can bet a high bet tt u cant rely on him..
and tt he will not have anything done..

WebGra we nid to do 2 website pages..
Hannah onli finished her stuff today..
damn her..
we still need to pass to him before passing it to me..
but i dun trust him.. [nvr will]
I think we will do at the same time..
And Im sure I'll finish b4 him..

MedSoc debate..
he confirm did not do his work..
Deborah dun want us to do the script for him..
we confirm getting marked down under the grp section..

For GraCom..
jux found our tt we did to do our logotype and label design digitally..
argh!
we drawn out the draft alrdy...
now nid to chiong using photoshop and illustrator at the last minute..
argh..

sobs..

Cant stand him..
kick him out of class can?
& hannah pls dun be like him..
I know u wan go out with ur derick but study still come first..

argh!!
I feel like breaking sth.

~ { 13:35 }
AnnGie;



Okay.. u proved me wrong..

hey
u know wad..
I feel jux like Claidi Star in "The Claidi Journals" Series..
=)
she was writing to someone in her journal..but tt someone did not exist..
actually tt someone kinda exist [cos we the readers are reading them..]
but she wun know who we are..

For me,
u exist..
I know who u are &..
u know tt u are the one I am talking to..
=D


one of the reasons why I like to read books is tt..
I can always link my life/myself with wadever I am reading..
some of them became reality sometimes..
and I try to make them a reality.. =)

ok.. I need to go for lesson le..
today whole day lecture..zzZZ..
ok.. I must be attentive during lecture for once at least..
esp for my MarCom..

I am NOT going to use my lappy until MedSoc lesson..
'cos I forgot to download and print out the lecture notes on MeL ytd..
zzZZ..

Tschuss for now.. =D

~ { 10:42 }
AnnGie;


Tuesday, July 7


damn.. sth happen when I went for breakfast..
I am jux interested in how u ppl film..
but not wad u ppl are filming..
haiz..
pray hard that u are going to cut me away..
*crossing finger*
haiz..
so unlucky..

Anyways..
I shld rly focus on studying MarCom..
I have alrdy failed terribly for my CT..
[I got 31% for it. T.T]
And with such a grp member in my grp.. If my Project CMI..
*touch wood*
I rly nid the quizes to pull me up..

*sigh*
there are too much theory stuff in this subject..
too much for me to rmb easily..
I am more of the practical side..
Better at WebGra..(^^)V
I got 100% for the DreamWeaver test!!
*sigh*
why cant my MarCom be the same??
haiz.. no one is perfect I think..
There's always something that you are bad at..

I go back to MarCom now..
Ciao =)



P.S.
I've some qns for u if u are reading this..
even if it's 6days later..
izit 'cos of the sch I went to, which u know from here, tt u guess I live arnd AMK?

~ { 15:52 }
AnnGie;


Monday, July 6


ytd found out someone else who live near me
damn excited abt it..
well.. can't help it lah..
I new to the neighbourhood ma..
not really very new cos like 1yr and 3mths le..
still I dunno much ppl arnd here..

hehe.. rmb ur promise hor..
we go jalan kayu some day ok..
I din go there since I moved here..
cos the other time my family went there but i wasn't home
I dunno where I was but I wasn't with them..

ytd also found someone who reads my blog =)
but will he continues reading..?
I doubt so [prove me wrong]
cos I rarely update this
[though I kept telling myself tt since I had my own lappy alrdy & tt I switched it on everyday..
.. I shld really write a post everyday]
my life is also very boring.. who will be interested anyways.. [prove me wrong again..]

actually sometimes I wanted to write a post or two..
but aft writing halfway.. I dun feel like writing.. too much to write le..
haiz.. thus I din post anything in the end..

Actually I think faster than I write or type..
It's impossible to write down all that I feel abt every single thing that happens arnd me
every single thing that rouses my interests..
my mind never stops thinking..

when reading storybook I will always imagine myself in the story..
imagine myself as one of the characters walking through the story myself.. [^^]
It's nice imagining..

when on the bus I will look at the clouds in the sky..
they are always changing so you will nvr get tired of them..
the colours of the sky differ everyday too =)
different shades of blue..=)

Or I will have my ears plugged in and link my mood currently with the songs tt are being played..

So much is happening in my mind in such a short time
How am I able to record them down?

And if I really write I write alot..
see..
this is evidence..
how long is it alrdy arh?
another evidence is my poems which u can see at the first few posts of this blog..
mine is forever so long..
my frens' are just a couple of stanza long but mine is like a dozen of stanza?

hmm.. wad shld I write abt now?
ohya.. I am reading a book ---- " The Wednesday Letters"
It's nice..
Though I am onli at page 70+..
I wish my future husband could do wad he did too..
so tt we can recollect the good times we had together years later..=D
go read to know wad he did..=)
hmm.. maybe I shld restart writing diary again..
and this time it will be a whole new different thing from wad i wrote the other time..
it was so full of ____ ..
hehe..

I was watching a TV series on the net too..
It was an old series..
《海豚弯恋人》
I was crying terribly at episode 1 and 6..
when they are showing the parts when they are young..
I cried with the kids.. T.T
It was so touching.. .. *sniff, sniff*
I now at episode 11, still got 18 more episodes..

I write till now..
Nid to go sleep le..
haha.. ytd sleep very late..
today CATS lesson very tired..
then the S&W even more tiring..
'cause it was raining..
then there is lightning risk..
cannot go outdoor..
so no more tennis..
we waited til 3.30pm..
then we had PT at Grand Stand..

PT:
6 rounds round the 'Hall'
Warm-up..
head, arms, waist, ankles..
then push-up and sit-up..
then lie on side and do the dunno-wad-its-name
then lie on front and raise both hands and legs for 10counts 3times
then do reverse sit-up 3times
aft warm-up he talk abt the coming test..
then run again.. 2times this time..
but too tired to run then alrdy..
aft that some more push-up and sit-up..6times each..

so tired aft tt..
nights..[hope tt u do read..if u know who i am refering to..]
Tschuss!
Ciao!
bonne nuit! =)
gute nacht! =D
hehe..



P.S. It's nice talking to you..

~ { 23:04 }
AnnGie;