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Journal

Wednesday, March 21

today is my happiest day
the reason tt it is my happiest day will be known to myself and myself only

~ { 21:06 }
AnnGie;

Monday, March 12

If u were a ghost,
wad kind of ghost would u b?

Well,
this is the peom on wad kind of ghost
I will be:

R u troubled, r u sad,
R u bullied, r u stressed.
If nobody realizes tt,
Do not give up, do not despair.

Out of ur computer
I will come
'Cos tt is how
I voyage via.

I m funny, I m lonely,
I m happy, I m free.
U c a shimmer
N u will see me.

Now u c me,
Now u do not,
'Cos I by mistake
Vanished through d wall.

R u scared, r u worried,
R u angry, r u confused.
Don’t u worried, 4 I am kind.
U called 4 me, so here I m.

Other people will not see me,
Nor do they hear me.
'Cos u’r d one I’m helping,
N I speak through ur mind.

I m clever, I m amusing,
I m chatty, I m obliging.
I listen 2 ur problems n complaints
So take d advice I’m giving.

Don’t send me away,
It is depressing.
'Cos I m d person
Tt u r seeking.

I used 2 b lyk u,
Few centuries back.
In this kind of look,
Innocent n naïve.

I was troubled, I was sad,
I was bullied, I was stressed.
I had little joy, I had little friends.
I had bad grades, I had problems.

No one understood me, or even try 2.
I had enough, I left d world.
Now I m back, trying 2 help.
Let me help you, don’t b lyk me.

Wad fun we have, 2gether as friends.
Time sure flies n I had 2 go.
There r many others, in d world,
Who needs my help, just lyk u.

Rmb wad I said, rmb them well,
Rmb 4 life; pass them 2 others as well.
'Cos in2 ur computer, I will go.
U will never see me, ever again.

Pls rmb my look,
Pls rmb me,
D joyful, witty
Little spirit.

~ { 15:11 }
AnnGie;

Wednesday, March 7

The Innocent one

In a family of five,
I am the second child and
Always being bullied,
Always being nagged at.

Mum adore youngest,
Dad the eldest son.
Next child and a female,
Thus being left out.

Being teased at being ugly,
Being called names like stupid pig.
Parents, sometimes don’t even know,
And took little action about them

Possessions taken,
Without permission,
Privacy invaded,
By that sister of mine.

Parents sided her,
I have no choice.
What can I do but
Reluctantly obey.

None to confine to,
Except for myself.
Thus kept all the unfairness,
At the bottom of my heart.

Every day,
My heart filled.
With anger,
With hatred.

Day by day,
My heart grow.
As it is filled,
With unfairness.

Then one day came,
My heart was full.
But more is added,
And it overflowed!

My heart burst and bled,
I took the chair and hit;
It hit her face and she cry,
Brought my mum and I died.

Blamed for what she did,
Punished for what I did;
Angry for what they did,
Cried for the innocent me!

~ { 18:58 }
AnnGie;

Monday, March 5

ppl out there,
Pls free me.
Get me out of this torment,
get me out of the cage.

cut off d string tt is pulling me back
break off d bars tt r keeping me in
block off d ppl tt r discouraging me
fight off d ppl making me angry n sad

bring me away
take me out
give me joy
send me love

take away d tears
take away d fear
take away d anger
take away d hatred

bring me 2 d place
tt give me courage
bring me 2 d place
tt give me joy

bring me 2 d place
tt give me love
bring me 2 d place
tt give me freedom!

~ { 15:15 }
AnnGie;